It's no one's fault that i have been assigned to a meanie supervisor; it's purely bad luck. One of the many demoralizing encounters i had with my supervisor is this: i was given a task to do a draft Sale & Purchase Agreement (SPA) without any guidance from her and my boss wanted it by the end of the day. So when i hastily submitted my draft SPA to my supervisor, who, in the most patronizing tone, yelled at me in front of all the colleagues, "You make my work very tedious, you know. So easy also dunno how to do."

Need i remind her that i'm only a trainee and she's supposed to TEACH me? Good thing my mom taught me good manners so i didn't snap at her. Instead, i apologized for making her work "very tedious" and went back to figure out the SPA on my own. Mr. Tay, if you're reading this i hope you're pleased that your student is so prudent and well-mannered. T___T

Then there's also the ongoing office politics - constant backstabbing and bitching about my supervisor. Everybody hates her because she's a bitter bitch. I'm staying clear from the drama because it's not my war to fight; i'd be gone after 2 months anyway. Oh and the fact that my lady boss is back from visiting her son in Australia is giving me headache, quite literally. She's always in a bad mood and is always scolding the staff. Hence the headache. There was once she yelled at the entire staff from the pantry because someone misplaced her tumble while she was away .____. my workstation is right in front of the pantry so imagine the pain my ears had to endure ._____.

But there's also the up side of it - there's always the weekends to keep me alive! During the weekdays i am so drained after work i couldn't even bear to stand 20 minutes in the shower because my feet are just so tired. I go out with my friends every weekend (save for this weekend because i successfully tore my pupil tissue durrrr) and that's when i could really breathe.

"Wait until you go to work, then you'll realize that studying is so much more easier," says my mom who goes to work at noon and comes home before 4pm everyday.

It's true, though. I miss my uni life, where i get to see my friends everyday, and skip them tutorials just simply because. I miss that Japanese satay shop in Melaka Raya where i had scrumptious dinners and laughed really hard with my friends, i miss driving to Port Dickson in the middle of the night with a bunch of friends just because we felt like it and sharing ghost stories during the journey, i miss the revision-cum-rami session with my friends, and i miss the satays at the mamak near King's Hotel.

But Siew Mee is Siew Mee and she'll cruise through this! Two more months and i'll be back to my rightful place. :) I love to watch how the sun paints the sky golden when i drive home everyday after work. It makes my problems feel so minimal. Fuck work, fuck that pissy supervisor. My life is so much more than that. :)

*screams into pillow